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On Openness

Don’t open it, he said – it’s just for show.

The lid stays closed, a novelty-type gift.

So many things mankind need never know,

apparently. I’m not allowed to lift

 

the lid. Stays closed, a novelty-type gift?

A pointless wedding present – what’s the use?

Apparently I’m not allowed to lift

or shake the box – its contents might come loose.

 

A pointless wedding present – what’s the use?

A nervous wreck, I was; afraid to touch

or shake the box. Its contents might come loose

there in my hands. Temptation is too much.

 

A nervous wreck? I was afraid to touch

the blasted thing. I held it at arm’s length,

there in my hands. Temptation is too much!

I swear, I fought the urge with all my strength.

 

The blasted thing! I held it at arm’s length.

It bothered me – each night, I’d hardly sleep.

I swear, I fought the urge with all my strength,

and what harm would it do? One tiny peep.

 

It bothered me each night. I’d hardly sleep;

I had to scratch that itch. Who’d ever guess,

and what harm would it do, one tiny peep?

If push should come to shove, I’d just confess.

 

I had to scratch that itch. Who’d ever guess

my fingers trembled, fiddling with those locks?

If push should come to shove, I’d just confess,

I told myself – it’s just a poxy box.

 

My fingers trembled, fiddling with those locks.

As Zeus’s words came back, I eased the lid.

I told myself it’s just a poxy box –

who’d ever hear what I, Pandora, did?

 

As Zeus’s words came back, I eased the lid.

Don’t open it, he said – it’s just for show.

Who’d ever hear what I, Pandora, did?

So many things mankind need never know.

 

 

Commended, Winchester Poetry Prize, 2016

 

© Sarah Doyle